More to the story.

Sorry, these blogs are long!!!

Before I met my husband, I had a boyfriend I dated for 2 years off and on. We had a REALLY rocky relationship. He cheated, I cheated, it just wasn't a pretty combo.

We had sex 3 times with a condom and 3 time was a charm. We had actually broken up before I found out about the pregancy.

It was a horrible day when I discovered the news. I was 18, just graduated high school on my way to college...I didn't want a baby and def not with him. When I finally came to the realization that I had been blessed with a child...I took responsiblity for my actions. I got a job and started to pick up the peices. The father was a real asshole though. He didn't want anything to do with me, or the child. Claiming it wasn't his all that stupid shit...when he was like the ONLY person I had been with. Yeah, he was dumb.
ANYWAY;;;
I was 3months, going on 4 when I found out I miscarried. [I was prego at graduation, and didn't know] I was at a friends house and noticed I had a light spotting. I didn't think anything of it [cause I hadn't done my research] I thought it was normal...so I went on home and passed out.

around 2 that next morning I woke up with SHARP pains in my stomache. I felt like someone was stabbing me. I sat up in bed crying from the pains, calling for my mother. I walked to the toliet, while I was headed that way I felt something trickleing down my leg. It was blood.
As soon as I sat down everything rushed out. BIG clots...it was horrible. [sorry, i'm open...told you so] I cried and cried :( My mom came in there she started crying too. I didn't want to go the hositpital, I don't know why now that I think of it. But we went to my gyno the next day.

She also did vaginal ultarsounds, all the same shit the Germans did. The bleeding had lighten up some, so she said a DNC wasn't nessary. Now, I'm starting to think she's nuts.

After a long talk with doctors, and my family...I got over the miscarriage and moved on with my life. Yes, it hurt...but not nearly as bad as my most recent one. :(

The thing that upsets me the most is that my doctor could have told me about the RH- then and I could have prevented this one. Yet again, it could have been another reason to why I lost it. But gut feeling tells me that's what happened.