I love how I feel secure having a soldier for a husband. :) Even though we have had our moments, he's still the greatest guy I know and I wouldn't want anyone else.
It sucks being away from home but it's got its advantages. Traveling the world is one, meeting new people, experiencing life outside of america, and making people back in SC jealous that I got out when they want to do the same but can't.
My family reminded me of it when I was home...saying when I was younger I always vowed I'd get out of SC and never come back. I always complained about the state, the people around me, driving everywhere, even wal-mart. So now that I've gotten out, I wished I'd never left. You people really don't know how amazing you got it. Living here, in Germany, is sometimes fun and interesting...but on the flip side it sucks. It's not america, it's not good ol' South Carolina.
I miss the malls.
I miss wal-mart at 3am
I miss driving wherever, and not worry about getting lost.
I miss driving...
I miss the warm summer rain [yeah it's here, but still not the same]
I miss late night drives to the park laying under the stars, talking about nothing. [with my girls]
I miss swimming in my pool [parents house]
I miss the movies at midnight
I miss walking into stores and just looking at things for hours [everything closes so damn early here]
I miss going to Lowes or Home depot with my parents
I miss APPLEBEE'S, TGIF fridays, Cracker barrel, Jack in the box, REAL McDonalds, REAL Burger king, and Taco Bell
I miss so many things, it's insane.
I just want to be home so damn bad it brings tears to my eyes.
That's why I hope the next 41/2 months go by sooo fast so I can spend the Holidays with my family.
Then when I come back, I hope those next 41/2 months go by fassttt so my husband will be back from stupid Afghanistan.
Ahh, then our last year or so in Germany...I hope it goes just as quick.
And if Seth does re-enlist I can only pray for stateside. I'll be beyond pissed if I'm stuck here again :(
A lot of people enjoy it here, and want to stay...more power to you! But Seth and me hate it. So when its time to leave, I hope we're gone!! Fort Benning would be a nice base to get, IF he stays.
Close to family, only 5hours to drive home every other weekend, they could come to us. Ah, I'd love it.
*cross fingers*
I also think those thoughts of the future will keep me strong for this upcoming deployment.
I kinda just want it to start already, so I can get it over with.
Gonna try to stay BUSY BUSY BUSY!!!
For all of you that do pray...please keep Seth in your prays. I have a 100% faith in him. He's a strong willed guy and I have no worries. But a good pray every night will only make it better :)
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