Hey! for those that have been following me, sorry I haven't posted much lately.
Anyway, to catch you up on things....Seth is officially gone for an entire year :(
It sucks BAD, but I'm okay.
The goodbye was the hardest part, oh and the first night a lone in our place. Everywhere I look I see Seth....I still haven't been able to sleep in our bed tho. I'm not ready.
So I've been on this couch. Its comfy so I'm all good. I might eventually move there before too long.
I sleep with his pillow to smell him, but now it's just about gone. [like he said]
oh well.
I randomly smell his clothes haha I don't know it thats considered weird?
I don't cry anymore, but I do get down when I do certain things that we used to do...like shopping at the commissary, going to the px, and Graf. We didn't go out a lot cause we preferred just chilling at the house, watching movies, [naughty things], and just talking.
I miss him everyday. More and more.
I just hope time flies by...I don't like being without my best friend.
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